Had hotcakes as breakfast w Missy Yew after Ttsh, i'm lovin' it!
Intend to meet Missy Yew Girlfriend accompany her eat Mac'. Have already done preparing & wait fr her come my house. When she reached my house, we were about to go out, i received a emergency call from Tan Tock Seng hospital (Ttsh) saying Ah'o which is my step father, fainted & is in hospital now. Quickly woke my Mum up & cab down to Ttsh togather w Missy Yew. Reached there, saw Ah o's boss & he told us what had happened. Doctor had helped him do X-ray, & saw there's still a blood clot in his brain. That night, he can't remember anyone of us, even me.. He dote me th most, & i didn't realise he's actually so important to our family. I feel so useless, so disappointed. He can't speak what he want to, he kept say those abnormal human languages, where we don't even understand a single word. Asked what's his name, where he @, what's my name, what he want eat, he can't answer & continuously knock his head. Had nothing much to say, seat there & watch him till 6plus, went down buy things fr him to eat. After that, Missy Yew & I cab back to Tpy first because we're freaking hungry & home sweet home. Didn't attend counseling again, was freaky tired! ._. I will go next week fr sure.
Idk if i have ever update on my blog about what's happening last year in my Mom's pub. Basically, is Ah'o drank until drunk, went to other people's table & disturb. 3-4 young people beaten him up w chairs, glasses, etc. He landed on floor w alot of blood, & i swear that night was really a bad nightmare i ever had. Called ambulance, sent him to Ttsh. @ that time, doctor told us his brain got blood clot & brain damaged because of that incident. After he discharged, should go back to Ttsh fr check up, but he didn't.
So & so, until this year, his condition became worst, so he started to faint & stroke all these, th other reason was also because he drank beer, smoke, kana lung infection & affect th brain. He's suffering alot of diseases now, seeing th way he became like this, we really dk what to do. We wanted to let him go operation, but doctor say success percentages not even 50%, if he does, he might just die in th operation room or become plant people. So, we dare not to try it. He've been discharged, but if his illness "fa zuo" within 5mins no one save him, he will be doom. We can't let him stay alone, i really dk what to do if his illness.. Fr now, i will only treasure th time being w him, he's much more like my father, i can't lose him. Nothing much to say, just really, wish fr th better! God Bless!~
I've several things to update also. Went to central find jobs w Missy Yew today, had found 2 or 3 jobs already :) Might work a few more jobs soon or later, our financial situation very bad now ): not enough money to pay fr th hospital, medical, electricity, water bills.. & alot more. Still have to save money fr my next year also, going back to school study ): Really have to work harder fr th sake of myself & family. I wouldn't dare to swear, because my words ain't that power anymore. Someone said a sentence to me before, "words can't prove anything, use actions to prove it if you really meant it." Th sentence is something like this. Ya, his really right. What do you think? Fr me, if i really have th heart to do it, my determination will support me :) Let's change abit of me, fr th better! <: Had also informed Missy Yew to warn me whenever i'm going to buy things, so i won't spend money on those unnecessarily things. It's really useful! You'guys shall try it, unless you're those rich people ._. But well, all my mind now is about finding jobs & settle about th bills, if not next month, i've no home already.
In case, some people will have that thought. I've something say to "some", not yet grow up kids. Working is not embarrassing. If you think that working waitress, have to sweep or mop floor is embarrassing or other job, you can just kill yourself right now. Are you insulting your own parents too?I did have that thought when i'm young, i admit i'm still not even mature dao that time. But, if you don't work, where did you get th money from? If, your money were your parents money, you can just go bang hard wall. You didn't even work before, as in work one month & above, not those 2-3days. So, you don't have th right to say anything :) Don't ever look down on someone! Take cleaner as a example, they lupsup? Please think about it, if it wasn't them, how can our country be so clean compared to other country? Don't be so immature please, wanna compare w me who's more immature? Leave your parents, independent, go get a job support yourself before saying others. I'm saying it, is not because people offended me or what, is to correct their yp thinking. If i'd say anything wrong, go ahead and correct me :)
Dyed hair today, actually wanted to dye blond, but th colour is more alike to gold. Overall, not bad! But my hair become more & more dry ._. Gotta do self-treatment tomorrow! Hope it'd get better :) Pictures will upload next time. I know this post very long already, rest of th things will update in next post, stay tune~
Missy Choo, goodluck fr your work!
Anyway, Thanks Missy Yew & Mr Ong fr helping me dye hair, satisfied! :)
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