Wednesday, 06.10.10;
Studied w Missy Yew Girlf, both of us gave each other some questions to answer. & my result was... All correct! Nothing to proud about actually -.- & her result was... Some correct, some wrong. Study more harder, my dearest!
These few days was my worst of worst day. Few days ago, quarreled w Mom, & few days later which is today, quarreled w Dad. I'm really sorry about what i did in th past, & i didn't do it again from th day he scolded me. I didn't even say what he said, he accused me & don't wanna listen to my explanation. Accused, scolded, broken, then wanna listen to my explanation? & what i did was, forget it. Let it be, since in his heart i'm that kind of daughter/girl. I gaved up.& after th incident when i got caught-ed by Police, i already try my best to change fr th better. I'm not sure if i've typed down before my Dad & I communication wasn't that smooth & good. Say it more simple, we're really more like stranger, even all my friends is much more closer then me. We f'ing lacked out alot of things, take trust as a example, Perhaps, he already don't trust me from th day i born? Or maybe because i'm like my Mom so he thought my character, personality also same w my Mom? He's a man that nobody can really go near him & understand what type of person he is. So, i really dk what to do but to wish that, one day he will open his heart again, & let me finish what a daughter should do.
7/8 years back, my family wasn't a family. & it's from bad, worse & worst.
Nothing to expect more...
