Have been rotting @ home fr th whole day, expecting pinky to online, and he did online! <: I really have a good chat w him, & i finally took th 1st step. I actually say ily to him, & he asked me what's th meaning of my ily, he don't want to get misunderstand. So & so, lucky my brain good. I make ily (iloveyou) to i love yawn. Lol, v blind right? But, idk why whenever i want to tell him, i don't have th dare to say out. Even though if i say out, i think he also won't have any feeling fr me. He needs to study now, i shall not disturb him. These few days chat w him, make him sleep late & late fr school. I can't delay his time, i will wait :D . First time, i'm doing such things x) . He did ask me before, but i somehow never give him a answer. It's my turn to woo him back! But, not now. No matter th end is how, i will still give you all my bless if you reject me. :) Jiayou fr your "O" level, my pinky!
*Here's a long message fr my one & only beloved girlf:
My dear girlf, i know you made this decision, and you feel v sad & bad fr him. I've to tell you th facts, i know it's cruel, but i doing fr your own good. I don't wish to see you sad! It's hurting me, :'( . Since you've decide this decision, don't go think about it anymore. Before you break, when you're sad, where is he? When you're crying, where is he? When you're alone, where is he? When you need him, where is he? Is he there for you?, Yes, he cried. But, you & him compare, who cried th most? When you're alone, he's not there for you & he also disallow you to meet your friends up. What's this? He can't acc you, & he don't allow you to meet your friends?
Sometimes, still disallow you to go out? I doubt you also don't want a boyf like father right? I'm sorry to say that, i did say some of th things that i say here to him. I have also tell him, to lose th string, causez i also mention to him he tie you to tight make you can't breathe. I also asked him why don't let you go meet friends? He say, he scare you learn bad. He exampled that time i & you promise not to let you smoke. He say if by that time you turn bad, how to change you? He also say, if he don't teach, i teach ah? Do you know what i answer? I say, no. I can't teach, but i will always be there for you. Girl, i'm sorry to say all these to him, it's b'coz i don't want you to get hurt & i'm sorry if i hurt him. Still remember th sentence i told you? “Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again" I hope these sentence will be useful to you. Last but not least, girl, don't forget. You still have a girl who love you alot just like how your parents love you! & no matter what happen, she won't leave you, she will always support you! Cheerup, my dear girlf. I hope after rested, i can see th most happiest, funny & hyper girlf back! ♥
I Love Miss Yew! :D
